the once depraved soul who dared to march in the hallowed halls of our forgotten futures are the next best thing to anything. they put the “in” in grin. as if the world needs saving… or more importantly, needs a saviour. a knight in shining armor type. one that we wouldn’t get into too much trouble… yeah, i think i would like him. i would like that he would only be for me. someone so far beyond my reach would bring me utmost happiness by his existence alone. he would make the weight of my feet feel infinitely light, the density of my pen flow in silky ink, the opaque acrylics of my paint colour only the loveliest parts of my imagination… yes, only he would be able to do that.
yet, i am here. i am him. but i am wanting more than anything, to simply fall in gravity’s arms.